Trust

I trusted you
Allowed you into the depths of my heart
It was impossibly painful when we had to part
Seems like I am just another mistake
Restless nights whilst i lie awake
The endless torments you bestow
They make me want to blow.

I can hardly concentrate anymore
When you left me, I felt like a whore
Why do i still crave your touch
Sometimes I care to much
The disgust of self, fills me with rage
Like an animal begging to be freed from its cage.

The allure of past addictions
Your words feel like a contradiction
The swelling pain in my breast
I want to rip my heart from my chest
How dare you question my love!
If anything it was a gift from above.

11:07pm Feb 1 2011