Long Lost

The long lost uncanny feeling of love
the confusion built up inside the heart
how could she allow this to overcome her
she is the warrior.
The protector the savious,
she deigns to tend to his needs
but he wont notice her never notice her
the wilting flower with out water,
the pent up anger,
she desires him
a deep burning desire that brings her to her knees,
she is unsure what to say,
how to express herself,
how can she keep hiding from him

She must
remain self preservation
She cant take the thought of the rejection
she is already aware of how he feels
and knows that there will be no result in her favour.
She is strung like a thread braking under extreme tension,
she wants to be freed,
but these bonds are heart deep
she doesnt understand how she could have developed these feelings.

What can she say?
What can she do?
Should she wait for his feelings to change...